That awkward moment.

That awkward moment when you should be doing homework but then you get on face-book and then you look to see what friends are on and you see that your mom  is on and you told her that you had so much homework you just didn't know what to do because you were freaking out about it. 

So you quickly sign off and hope she didn't see that you were on?

I don't know about any of you but that's happened to me more than once..because when i get on the computer to write and essay or take an online quiz or use it for homework...i always seem to get on

 face-book more than once in that time period. 

Well, i know you are wondering what does this have to do with anything??? 

The answer is it really doesn't i am just bored and don't want to do my homework..

even though i really need to because term ends on Friday...

you know i should go! 

BYE! 

Friends make us who we are. 

I dont know!

Have you ever been asked a question by someone who you love like a sister or brother or whatever and you just dont know exactly how to help them but you really dont want to let them down.

But then you start to get frustrated because you already said it never happened to me i dont know what to do? Im sorry wish i could help.

I mean im not saying i have never been the person asking the question.

Because i have many times.

And im sorry to all those who i have annoyed. :)

But seriously, i kind of makes me a little annoyed and frustrated because i want to help but i cant and then they just keep asking me and i mean im happy for them because they finally made a decision.

But i feel bad because i was just honestly a little jelous that they had that kind of problem..

It sounds funny..and im normally not the jelous type unless someone knows something and they purposely do something to get at you...no actually that just makes me frustrated.

Well anywatys this is random and i dont even know if it makes any since..

 sometimes your just not the one they need to talk to.

 People change & love will die.
You're never good enough & you don't know why.
Time passes & things go wrong, but just remember life goes on.

Friends make us who we are!



New Friends!

I have recently made a new friend who i absolutely adore.

And i know i can trust!

I told her things about me that i may have been embarrassed about but i knew that she wouldn't tell anyone

especially when i asked her not to!

I love this girl!

I know that she will always be there for me when i need someone to talk to about..

ANYTHING!

I know she cares because she was always making sure i was okay..and i want in to much pain

(have a sprained foot....yuck!)

She is amazing and i love her to pieces! She is so ADORBS!

Well, your probably wondering what this has to do with

THAT'S LIFE...

 And here it is...

I want you to know that to become close friends with someone new and getting to know that you can trust them with things that like no one else knows...

you have to move out of your comfort zone just a little step at a time..just be nice and fun to be around don't be totally and completely shy...let others know the REAL YOU!

To know them they have to know you!

I believe in you!

I did it and i was the shyest person ever...but now I'm more comfortable being well,

being ME!

And i wouldn't  have it any other way!

I'm going to be me and NO ONE can stop me!

I recently went to girls camp and i was just me and i wasn't afraid and honestly i was

TONS OF FUN BEING ME!

Some one once said to be that

When your shy your selfish because your keeping your self away from others.

Id admit it i am selfish and spoiled and sometimes a brat!

But no ones perfect and if i was still as shy as i use to be i wouldn't have been able to tell you that I'm a brat and selfish and what not..but i don't care what others think of me as long as i am happy i know someone will love me and want to be around me and i know i will always have my family...

So those of you who NEVER spend time with your family and hate when your mom dances in public when she clearly knows she cant dance don't say MOM STOP! Just join in have fun laugh don't let others control the way you act. Spend time with your family because when your friends ditch you your family will be there for you!

I'm not going to tell you what to do but really think about you life and who will be there for you in the end.!

Friends let us be who we are!

Don't Settle.

What is it about some guys...we cant get them out of our mind..no matter how many people tell you over and over...he sounds like a loser totally why do you even waste your time??

He isn't worth it..

Make him fight for you..don't just give into him...that's the truth...i know that when you like...really like a guy you don't listen to anyone even though you see what they are saying you still deny it..say no he has changed i have seen it...maybe so..but that still doest mean he is never going to go back to how mean and manipulative he use to be...Don't get me wrong sure some guys maybe can change..i just never have seen it..not with my dad or my moms guy friends or my sisters boyfriends...

they always fall back into what you don't like about them..because that's who they are. 

Maybe love can change some people and most of the time its just temporary
Most guys are immature and don't know what they want out of life they think they know what they want and once we help them get it they run away because it wasn't what they really wanted and you don't know what to do.

Guys never really completely change their is still some of the old them and you will never completely get rid of the guy they use to be.

Someone once asked me.
Why do you like him so much??
But before i could even answer my best friend covered my mouth and said Don't even get her started.

Thats what we all need. We all need that one special guy thats drives us crazy, but then you think of how much you love him and how much you just cant help but laugh when he does because you love his laugh and you cant help but smile when he talkes because you love the way he talks. And get butterflies everytime you look into his eyes...thats true love..thats what i want and thats what i am going to get.

Dont ever settle. there is someone out there who will do anything to be your everything.

Well that's all for today, i hope you all understand and hope its what you needed to hear.

Friends make us who we are.

Dont live in a Dream

Don't LIVE in your DREAMS.

"There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other."

You DO NOT want to live in your dreams because most of the time DREAMS are better than REALITY.

And the reality of it is that you cant do anything to make your reality a dream.

I dreamed a lot i use to at least..

I was living in a Dream..and i was a lot HAPPIER when i was living in a dream

but then i cam e out of that dream. I woke up & reality hit me & it hit me hard.

I then realized that everyone in my dreams weren't the people i made them out to be.
They were all so happy and funny and made me happy.

I mean they still did all that i just never saw the mean side of them in my dreams.

So my advice to you..

Dont LIVE in your DREAMS...

Im not saying dont dream..just know the difference between dreams and reality..

And i promise you will see the difference.

Friends make us who we are.

Fighting with Friends.

Have you ever fought with you friends.

Or sat and watched two of your friends fight??

I have and its awful I hate it because you feel like you have to choose sides and that is one of the worst feelings ever. I never want anyone to feel like that. Its almost as bad as divorce when your parents get divorced you feel like you need to choose a side...is mom or dad right who do you live with...its hard..not only for the parents but for the children.

Okay, so i HATE fighting it makes me feel AWFUL.

When my friends fight i don't know who to agree with because the one you thought you would go with until they fight with someone that you are really close friends with then you have to re think the whole thing and the thing is when people get mad and start yelling or whatever they say things that they maybe wouldn't have if they weren't mad but then you feel like you don't even know them at all. Which do you go with the one that you feel got attacked...that's what i feel like i should do.

In fact that's what i do.

No one wants or deserves to be attacked the way some people attack them.

What is wrong with the world????

I cant tell you what to do if you are ever put in this situation all i can say is listen to your heart.

I promise if you have good intentions and you really don't know what to do just do what you feel is best.
Listen to both sides and then decide who you think is right but only if your friends involve you NEVER get in the middle of a fight unless there is NO POSSIBLE way for you to not be in the middle.

Well, i guess the moral of this post is well up to you but what i was going for was

DON'T PICK SIDES.

But do what you feel is the best for you and your Friends.

And if after a fight you feel like you don't even know that person then maybe you shouldn't be friends especially because they said somethings that made you uncomfortable.

If someone wants to judge you..let them but don't give into their kiddish play. 

"Sometimes I regret being nice,

apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong and for making unworthy people a priority in my life."

Friends make us who we are.



 

Attitude!

Having a Positive attitude makes a HUGE difference in your day.

I know that sometimes we just want to SCREAM and CRY and sometimes

we dont even know WHY.

And sometimes we need to scream or cry or do both.

Sometimes even throwing a pillow at a door or something makes you feel better.

Okay so i know that alot of my posts are about loving and losing...but hey im a teenage girl bare with me. please...

I am going to tell you about a time i got in a huge fight with a really close friend of mine and how now i realize that if i would have just have had a POSITIVE attitude we wouldnt have gotten in that big of a fight over NOTHING and we would still be close friends. I honestly regret losing this friend and i wish i could just tell them how sorry i am and how i wish it never ever ever ever ever happened but it did and i cant change it know.

It was a Sunday and i was texting my friend like always and my friend said something to me that really made me frustrated. because they were judging me based off of something someone else said about me and this person DIDNT even know me and i thought my friend KNEW the REAL ME. But apparently they didnt feel like they knew me enough to trust me and know that i was telling them the truth. They felt like they should trust someone who they hardly knew and who hardly knew me.
You cant tell me that you wouldnt be frustrated if this happened to you. 

Anyways in the end we didnt talk for MONTHS we didnt say hi to eachother when we saw one another and we didnt even talk when our other friends asked about it or wondered why we werent talking.

NO ONE knew except us..and i wish i could have done something to change it but its too late.

If your wondering yes we are talking again and we trust each other again.

Now, if i would have had a positive attitude and not gotten so mad at my friend we wouldnt have gotten into a fight and i wouldnt have lost one of my BEST FRIENDS.

MOVING ON.....

Have you ever had someone tell you that you ALWAYS look mad and you NEVER look happy...??

Well, I have and it made me SOOO SAD.

Because i really dont mean to and when one person says that about you you start to wonder if anyone else thinks that about you.

When this friend told me that i decided once and for all that i would do my absolute best to always

SMILE, BE ENERGETIC and have FUN.

ALWAYS BE POSITIVE.

I just want you to always do you best and dont do it for others do it for your self.

'' A SMILE IS NEARLY ALWAYS INSPIRED BY ANOTHER SMILE.''

''Your talent determines what you can do.

 Your motivation determines how much you are willing to do.

 Your attitude determines how well you do it.''

So in the end i hope you got something out of this post.

Sorry if it wasn't what you were expecting.

Friends make us who we are.