Saturday, January 28, 2012

What doesnt kill us only makes us stronger.

We all have happy times and we all have sad times we just have to remember that we are going to make it through and that everything happens for a reason and that heavenly father has everything planned out and he know whats best for us he has great things in store for each of us we just have to trust in the lord and know that even when we feel like everything in our life is going wrong and we are never going to get through it we just have to know that we will it may take some time but what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger.

This last year my family and I have gone through rough patch and when things got so bad that I never thought i was going to make it through and that my life was going to be miserable for the rest of my life and i let myself go i gained a lot of the weight that i had lost i started feeling horrible i was depressed all the time and i thought that i was never going to be myself again.

I thought that if i changed schools and started over went somewhere where no one knew what i had gone through were nobody would feel bad for me where i could go and express myself and people would know me for me.
Be the girl i have always dreamed of being but was always too shy to be.

I am more of the girl i want to be but not her yet.

I always feel like no one like me or wants to be around me but i learned that its not me its not them.
Its both of us.
If I'm too shy to go up and talk to someone they are probably too shy to come up and talk to me

My Bishop once told me that being shy is being selfish. Your keeping yourself from others.

And ever since then i have tried not to be too shy.
And its working a little.

The truth it we just have to be who we want to be and do what we want to do.
Make mistakes because they only make us stronger.
Live what you believe.
And be the best you you can be.

Don't care what others think of you.
And your true friends will appear and those who aren't will disappear.
People like those who are outgoing and like to have fun.
But know when to be calm and respectful.

That is my goal to just
BE ME!
"I might not be some one's first choice, but I am a great choice. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, because I'm good at being me. I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in the past, but I'm proud of who I am today. I may not be perfect, but I don't need to be. I am the way God made me. Take me as I am or watch me as I walk away"
(Found this from a friend and thought it fit perfect.)

Friends make us who we are.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Tests

How many of you hate taking tests??
I know i do.
Because I have the hardest time taking them no matter how hard and how much i study i just cant seem to get very good grades on them
And that really sucks.

Well i really dont have much to say in this post i just havent posted in awhile so i figured i should so sorry if this is kinda lame or really lame. ha ha.
But ya. haha

Just remember to always smile and have a positive attitude and be who you want to be dont be afraid of what others think of you.
Thats something that i am trying SO hard on right now and i am almost finally the crazy fun silly girl that i want people to know me has.
I dont care what people think of me i know i have friends and family who love me for me.

And remember that when you are shy you are selfish your keeping yourself from others.

Friends make us who we are.